I hate this feeling of love where I had to actually fight and then get hurt again in the end.. But at the same time I can't deny that love is something beautiful, something great and amazing..
We come from different part of the world and met here.. We speak different language but it isn't a barrier for us.. We come from different culture and backgrounds but who will ever know what will be the outcome if we blends..
I am really confused and don't know whether this is a feeling of love or just admiration.. I know that I am happy whenever I see you and I am definitely looking forward in meeting you.. But at the same time I know that I cannot afford to meet you that often and that I should not do that.. I really don't want this feeling to grow more but I really can't deny and don't want to deny that I want to see you everyday..
I kept telling myself that you got a girl already and I should not bitch around,, but at the same time you treat me so well, again I kept telling myself that you are doing it to others too... BUT...............................................
I just don't want to get hurt.. I just don't want to play around anymore and I just don't want to love.........
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