Year 2012 passed with lots of wonderful and hurtful memories. A year full of challenges and tests. But now we can only look back and see it as a lesson to learn. People grow up everyday, wondering and thinking how the day would be like for them. What you had in mind and planned for tomorrow might not come true tomorrow but whatever really happens tomorrow, will be always a present in life.
In 2012, I graduated my degree, went back to Indonesia, extend my visa and return to Melbourne again. Now I am here in Melbourne continuing my study in Accounting.. *all the best for me.. By the end of 2012, when many believes to be the end of the world, I was just working and having my holiday.. Passing each day hoping that everything will be fine and I could live to see my grandchildren.
The prayer was answered. We had New Year's eve and New year's day 2013. The year started pretty tiring for me as I was working overnight between new year's eve and new year's day. However I could still spend the rest of my new year day with the one I love.

By early 2013, I know that I will be living almost 30,000KM away from my baby. I was frustrated, sad and depressed. Truthfully, after being together with him, the only time we were really separated was when I went back to Indonesia, Aug 2012, and when he went back in Oct 2012. The thoughts of being far from him is pretty frightening for me, its scary. I don't really know why but I guess I have not really feel secure enough. I have not known him enough.
Early February he left to Kuching, Sarawak. This means that we won't be celebrating all occasions from chinese new year (10/02/2013) to new year's eve of 2013. But a miracle happened. On the day he left, he got me a ticket back to Kuching. My flight was scheduled on the 5th February 2013.
Therefore, I'll be spending my chinese new year, valentine's day and my birthday with him, his family and his friends. I was excited, nervous and happy. This is my first experienced flying off alone to a new place, meeting new people and getting to know a new culture.

Three weeks in Kuching had made me learn a few things in life.. People grow up, they never stay the same, their thoughts differ from us even though we had know them since kid. The one thing that will never change is Family.. They'll always be welcoming and open to your thoughts and life. It was a great experienced for me. Amazing and unforgettable.