I hate this damn feeling!! When will i be heard??!! Do i have to listen to all you want and i can't get what i want??!! I can give up on my priorities but can you??!!
Everytime u can't meet ur priorities, i would always have to cry to calm the situation.. Can't you think of me and my feelings??!! Should i to give up on what i really want?? Now the problem is not about the limited time you spent with me.. Now is that you can not feel and put your position on my position!!! Maybe its because we spent too much time together already..
I really don't know how to deal with it.. Seriously.. In a situation i promise myself that i'll do whatever u want but in another situation i'm hurting myself.. I really don't know which is more important for me right now... I got no feelings at all.. Should i be thinking for myself,, for us,, or for him??!!
I really don't know how much my opinion, idea and feelings mean to you anymore.. I don't know what kind of live i'm living in right now..
Do i have to sacrifice this much for this relationship?? Will all the sacrifices be worthwhile?? Will anything good happen at the right time?? Should i be keep holding on??!!!
